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2012-01-28T23:01:00.001+08:00

My Life is full of question marks .

2012-01-26T22:07:00.001+08:00

这几天都很累很累。人生 ):
全身痛死我了，尤其睡觉时！
超痛的！！
圣诞节礼物还在我这儿，
还 personalized ley .
不好玩了。
不说了，很累，要睡觉。再见。

2012-01-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

The real meaning of bored when you are cut off from all social networks.
thte jouney here was all about eating and sleeping :/
ate pringles, bak kwa, ice cream, snacks and etc etc.
the jam was extremely horrible and it took 12 hours to travel.
totally can kill .
kudos to my dad who drove 12 hours. LOL
he was so tired that he snored damn loudly at night.
reached my aunt's place at 12am.
and actually we predicted we will reach by 8pm.
two more days of slacking and i'll be back in singapore.
shucks, until now still dont know my timetable for wed.
irony much, none of my kairos classmates replied me to tell me the timetable.
thumbs up ! seriously.
waiting to play with fireworks :/
shall stone more .

2012-01-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

你想知道答案吗 ? 我现在就可以告诉你.

很多话要说,但不知怎么开口.

woohhoooo just finish packing my clothes, off to malaysia tomorrow :)

these two days really enjoyed myself. was super hyper. LOL

had sharetea annual dance and dinner yesterday.

woah. whole atmosphere damn high. its like wow.

got pool, ps3, karoke, buffet.

plus boss gave out angbao. ^^

got $48 bucksssss !

uhhhh and yesterday went to play the height elements. quite fun :)

then went to eat pastamania with the s27 kids and really funny leh them.

zhan hong and jing xiang made me laughed till my stomach damn pain !!

well, today joined back s27 for cny celebration.

wahh, they really damn fun to hang out with :')

too hyper today. think its due to lack of sleep. LOL.

actually i alot to blog about but i forgot what i wanted to say eh?

uhh and i think my mood swing-ness is gone already.

finally back to normal. LOL.

ohhh and these few days i realised woman's way of thinking very weird uh?

the things we say are actually opposite of what we really want.

damn long never watch movie already. craving for movie D:

and i kept staring in the mirror .

top bottom left right, i dont see myself slim down even a little leh.

how come they say i slim down. i think i gain weight leh actually.

hmmmm ?

BYE people. i'll be back in singapore on tuesday night.

wednesday will be another tiring day D:

oh and anything whatsapp me , entertain me please. i'll be bored there ~

shall go apply my blue nail polish now (:

2012-01-19T20:42:00.001+08:00

miss these kids :) totally went crazy with them !! Awww <3

2012-01-17T13:48:00.001+08:00

【爱上12星座会有多累】 #天蝎座 (上) 天蝎对待感情，的确很极端，但至少他们不滥情，还可以获得一个专情的称谓。爱上这样一个深情的星座，就一定要做好坚持到底的心理准备。因为拒绝总是那么肯定，让你找不到扭转局势的理由，而一旦动心，又是欲罢不能，如果不爱，就只会剩下恨，
【爱上12星座会有多累】 #天蝎座 (下) 没有朋友这一条。所以，爱上天蝎，一旦确定关系，就会很幸福，因为他们会把握感情的主动性，你只要随着他们的步伐快乐前进就可以了。

MONDAY BLUES ~

2012-01-16T15:01:00.001+08:00

Super tired and I'm stuck in school for like four hours waiting for training to start . Uhhh damn tired . Have to change my body clock , feeling tired in the morning ): I suspect I have gastric leh :/ stomach damn pain . Smell abit of food and I feel like vomitting . Hungry but no appetite to eat . Headache and totally restless .
How ): really pain ): not kidding at all .
There's nothing I can do except to wait for a miracle to happen and hope it gets better ?

Eh alot people say I slim down . HAHA . Super happy !! Cos it's like wow you guys made my day :D LOL .
They say my cheeks looks like there's nothing on it and my thighs are smaller
:) HAPPY .

2012-01-14T21:40:00.001+08:00

Omigosh . Sudden craving for starbucks !! Sigh :/ and Ben and Jerry's ice cream !! Uhhhh ): I forgot whether I had menses last month . I think It didn't come. I really forgot . :/
So what if I'm pregnant :OOO

Uhh kidding . Didn't sex how to be pregnant . Unless I produce egg and sperms at the same time ^^
Bad headache ):
Forgot to buy panadol for one month already :/ damn pain ):

2012-01-14T14:57:00.001+08:00

还在生不必要生的气 !! Grrr :@
Oh and one week never talk to my brother already . I'm still angry . :@

FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN

2012-01-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

So its friday the 13 ? awwww , i had a great day today :D
couldnt sleep last night, so i slept around 2am and woke up at 8 plus.
did housework and off i go to school .
reached school too early, so conference call with gekhwee and dickson :)
then went to find janice and jasmine and went for tennis meeting.
somehow, we got a new teacher in charge and he is funny.
LOL. he like boasting how good his tennis is eh.
had some selections to see whether we should play doubles or singles.
uhhh, i most probably going for doubles.
but doubles harder than singles eh ?
sian, can dont go tournament ?
i need someone who know how to play tennis to help me train,
or else really will throw face uh !!
oh after that it ended early and so ask around who wanna eat lunch.
zhan hong freaking pangseh us ):
jing xiang went to liangmei house to cook for her lunch (:
uhh in the end janice and i went to clementi mall ourselves.
haha. so janice wanted to buy zhangwan's birthday present.
we went to the same shop four times and she asked me over 50 times whether she should buy it.
LOL. we called jingxiang and asked for opinion.
and he was like ' WAH SO EX !'
tch tch. in the end after much considerations, janice yeo finally bought it !!
uhh reached home and camwhored for awhile. :p

thats what you do when you are bored :D
ohhh and got chiobu coming pjc this year.
my girlfriend ^^ my dear lessy !!
yayesss. can les in school ler.
LOL.

PSSSSST !! THE MOVIE ,THE VOW, LOOKS NICE :')
oh and i lost 4kg as compared to last year january.
but i still have a feeling i got fatter D:

2012-01-12T21:22:00.001+08:00

Most guys are players until that one special girl came along and made them lose their game .

2012-01-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

woohooooooooo went back pjc for open house today.
met eugene and chinhao at admiralty then brought them there 'cos that eugene insist he wanna play pool.
jidan. now haolian liao lo . come my school win haolian le lorh ? :(
sigh ! oh well.
anyway janice and jasmine came to fetch me.
so happy to see them :D
then we go around talking and catch up alot.
then jiasheng spot me . he damn cute.
first thing he says when he spot me:' EH FLORENCEEEE ! HELLLOOO !'
then he give me a twist ! ^^ haha he damn cute.
people sure do miss me :p whoops.
okay. actually did nothing at booth lah.
slacker ttm x1000000
then jingxiang ask me go find him.
the moment i went there he started to use a blue paint and draw my hand.
waraoooooooooooo.
then jasmine help me draw nice nice. then after that jingxiang anyhow draw !!!
totally ruined my arm !
LOL so this was the surprise jingxiang wanted to give me. LOL. awesome.
cos i was really shocked.
uhhh then i forgot my jc friends not used to the rough me.
then i accidentally said ' fuck ni '
LOL. shit. these kinda things can only be said in front of sec school friends.
bzzzzt must learn to control myself . :/
uhhh then me, jiasheng, janice and zhangwan sat down and talked.
LOL. we listened to jiasheng gossiped about his new classmates.
then enjoy my daily entertainment of janice&zhangwan.
then talked awhile more, waited for eugene and went home with janice ^^
LOL. zhangwan and janice totally counselled me and ask me be careful.
actually, i dont care anymore. cos its your choice not mine.
you want like that jiu like that loh.
totally dont wanna face you now.
i hope to avoid you forever :(
cheat my feelings . TCH.
我不要管了.
每次都这样.
suaybian ni luh. HURH !

2012-01-10T16:08:00.000+08:00

田馥甄 Hebe – 还是要幸福

不确定就别亲吻感情很容易毁了一个人
一个人若不够狠爱淡了不离不弃多残忍

你留下来的垃圾我一天一天总会丢完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕别跟着我铭心刻骨

你还是要幸福我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束

还我钥匙的备份我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恒在你的身上先发生

你还是要幸福你千万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕别跟着我铭心刻骨

你还是要幸福我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束

你还是要幸福你万不要再招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕别跟着我铭心刻骨

你如果很幸福半夜的简讯我就无需回覆
因为你的悲喜已经有了容身之处我也能有最纯粹的孤独

最孤独的孤独

2012-01-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

fuck ? whats with teachers and parents man ?
why every year chinese dance also kena say one.
in the past, people say chinese dancers are ah lians, all short skirts, all tuck out uniform, fringe super long.
we tried super hard to change our image.
we force juniors to pin up fringe, we have attire checks every month,
we have so many many many dance rules.
we are forced to tie center patring with a bun and go to senior's class if we are caught for fringe.
how embarrassing it is in front of seniors. ~
our weekly trainings are super tough.
often, we suffered from muscles aches and pain.
our discipline camp was very tough and demanding.
push ups after push ups, tears dropped like water tap ~
i remembered how my seniors pumped us in the middle of parade square, sun was glaring brightly.
my sweat was dripping down my face, on to the floor.
i remembered how seniors scolded us in dance studio, ask us to stay in diam position for super long.
how they scolded us till we wanted to cry.
we tried so hard, year after year, just to discipline our juniors.
to keep up the image of chinese dance.
seniors got gold for syf every year.
from my batch onwards, we got gold with honour for the school.
now, dance alumni is set up.
but if the security guards let other cca people go into the school except us.
and say that they cant let strangers anyhow go in.
why set up alumni??
this year, we are scolded again.
our modern dance too sexy, we danced same item for many times,
wear same costume or different costume also criticize,
parents complain that we should be more conservative, we are immature.
being able to dance sexily for modern dance and still obtain gold with honours
for chinese dance twice just show how talented how good YTCD is.
why are dancers always the topic of gossips :(

2012-01-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

some random photos of what i have been doing these days ....

CRAZY STUPID TAXI UNCLE

COLDSTONEEEE <3

WHERE WAS THIS ?

LIFE ??

SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN HUGGING THESE FEW NIGHTS

MY CAREBEAR (:

TIGGER ? ^^

(': THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GAVE ME THESE

HOW ABOUT BRIGHT BLUE NAILS ? :)

AISEH . PEOPLE POR ME ON WHATSAPP ^^

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

SOOMETHING I WILL FOLLOW TO FROM TODAY ONWARDS.
THATS CALLED MANNERS ISNT IT ?

YES THATS RIGHT. PLEASE UNDERSTAND GIRLS =)

MS CHENG GAVE BIRTH ON XMAS EVE. A SON (:
SO CUTEEE RIGHT ?? AHHHHHH *.*

BEST THING ABOUT SELF TIMER !

JUST WANNA SHOW OFF MY NAILS ~

THE END OF PHOTOS ^^

女孩子经常会被男人感动,以为是被爱了.

但这段时间后,才忽然发觉,他其实并不爱你.

没错,男人能够感动你,却不一定爱你.

感动只是想得到你,而爱却是需要付出自己.

不要轻易被感动,因为你需要的不是个感动你的人,

而是个能和你在一起的人.

-小屋

TOTALLY ME . I JUST SAY EVERYTHING. NO MATTER ITS YOUR CHARACTER,
MY LOVE, FRIENDS, MY THINKING. I'LL JUST SAY IT. EXCEPT WHEN I KNOW
I SHOULDNT THEN I DONT. LOL. THATS ME. TOO BADDDD .

I FIND MY HOROSCOPE BECOMING MORE AND MORE TRUE THESE DAYS
HOW TO NOT BELIEVE xD

XOXO,

FLORENCELAI ;)

P.S. I GOOGLED MY FULL NAME : LAIHUIMIN FLORENCE

AND FOUND MY SEC 2 CLASS PHOTO. KINDA WEIRD EH ?

2012-01-05T21:43:00.001+08:00

Celebrated zhiyan's 18th birthday today c:
Quite suay eh me . From the moment I step out of house I have been doing many embarrassing things ~ firstly ran to the bus stop when I saw my bus . Then when I went up, I couldn't find my wallet. Everyone in the bus string at me . Okay . Then the bangala sitting beside me keep dig his teeth . :/ then when I wanna alight, the bus driver break the bus and I almost fell on the bangala. Hais :| okay. Then hoh I wanted to go down the escalator but I walked towards the escalator coming up . Then I realized wrong direction. Then after that when I buy cake I thought I got enough coins then I realized by enough so I have the cashier notes . Then after that I bought bread home but forgot to take it home. Then after that I made the same mistake again . Going down the escalator in the wrong direction :/
Fucking dumb leh me :| why uh .
Emalia tell me to jump down the building four times .
LOL . Super suay today :/
Page 5 of 366 was bad !!

2012-01-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

Because I miss you by Jung YongHwa <3
really loved this song especially when i was watching heartstrings.
the show is not very nice though, its becuse of Yonghwa thats why i watched it .
and the couple inside really damn damn sweet :')
so touching . ~

Because I Miss You
by Jung Yong Hwa

Alway the exactly same sky and always the same day
Only thing that is different is that you are not here

I thought I’ve let you go. Without anything left
No, no. I still haven’t been able to let you go

Longing for you, I am longing for you. Because I am longing for you, I call you and call you by myself everyday
Missing you, I am missing you. Because I am missing you, now I just call out your name like a habit. Even today

Day by day, I feel like I am dying, so what could I do?

Love you, Love you. I love you. Without even being able to tell you these, I’ve had to let you go like that
Sorry, I am sorry. Can you hear me? Could you be able to hear my late confession?

I love you.

2012-01-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

Just a substitute .

BYEBYE 2011 - PHOTOS & THOUGHTS

2012-01-01T15:16:00.000+08:00

LETS LOOK BACK AT MEMORIES OF 2011 :D

CHINESE NEW YEAR WITH RELATIVES .
WENT IPOH'S WATER THEME PARK (:

MET UP WITH SOME CRAZY PEOPLE

MG 19 :D IN PJ

WITH POHWEITING FOR LUNCH

CLASS FIRST STEAMBOAT OUTING

AT THE ARCADE IN ILLUMA

AFTER CROSS COUNTRY

NICKLAUS'S 17TH BIRTHDAY

SENTOSA OUTING WITH CLASS

SENTOSAAAAAAAA

AND WHO WOULD'VE GUESS
I'LL JOIN TENNIS IN JC .

CHARISSA'S 18TH BIRTHDAY

THIS WAS DURING MATHS LESSON

ZHANHONG'S 17TH BIRTHDAY - SAKAE

URM, I FORGOT AGAIN WHY WAS
THIS PHOTO TAKEN

EAST COAST PARK OUTINGGGG

THANKS TO SOMEONE I GOT THIS SCAR.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

NEWBORN TWIN BIAODI ^^

CELEBRATION OF YTCD 2ND
GOLD WITH HONOUR

COUPLE BAGGGGG WITH MY AIAI

THIS WAS WHAT WE DO AT
ZHAN HONG'S HOUSE DURING PW

GEKHWEE'S 17TH BIRTHDAY ^^

YTCD TALENT NIGHT'11

TENNIS MATESSSSS

WORKING IN SCHOOL SKIRT ^^

GIRLS OUTING

TEACHERS' DAY 2011

MY 17TH BIRTHDAY SWENSENS TREAT :D

MY 17TH BIRTHDAY SAKURA BIRTHDAY TREAT

MY 17TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
AT HOT TOMATO

17TH BIRTHDAY WITH EMALIA

A&;F HOT MODELS
(LOOK AT HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER)

CAMBODIA TRIP 2011

OUTING WITH BIAOMEI

SHOPPING AND SLACKING

MY LESSY ^^

METRO SIF :D JANICE PROPOSING
TO ME <3 LOVELOVE

MY DANCERS

MY SECONDARY SCHOOL CLIQUE

OH AND THERE ARE OF COURSE MANY MORE PHOTOS BUT I DIDNT UPLOAD ALL.

2011 I MET MY NEW FRIENDS AND THEY WERE AWESOME.

ITS LIKE FINALLY A YEAR WITHOUT CONFLICTS OF FRIENDSHIP.

SO PEACEFUL. AND I GREW UP ALOT.

SIGH :/ 我长大了 (:

2011 WAS OKAY , BUT WHO DOESNT HOPE THAT 2012 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.

HOPE ALL YOUR RESOLUTIONS COME TRUE.

AND HEREBY I REALISED WHAT I WANT FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY

POLAROID :D

18TH BIRTHDAY , HERE I COME ^^

2011-12-29T12:18:00.001+08:00

It's been a year . Remembered last year during this period of time, how hard it took me to forget everything . I had someone to pei me home in bus for everyday for six months . Suddenly it's empty, the feel is super different. I rmb how sad I was when I took bus and mrt that my tears will just drop . I rmb all the words you said to me. I rmb all the memories Tgt . That period of time was really hard . Last year's dec was bad & horrible . I have to tell everybody I'm okay and that i don't care when actually it matters alot . I have to pretend damn hard that I'm okay. And I began not to believe boys anymore . Because I don't know when they are lying and when they actually mean it but unless I see it in their eyes then I will know luh . Duh? But words ? Nah . ' I love you ' is just three simple words but it means alot . If you said it too often , the meaning will be gone . But if you dont say it at all, the girl will think too much. Every girl needs a guy to be there for her much more than a guy who loves her . Because when the girl is at the saddest peak of her moments, she'll start to understand alot of things .

life's bawringggggg...

2011-12-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

okay shall brag about how boring life is .

i dont feel like going work anymore. totally !

think i shall work till end of the month but i scared they say i purposely work for double pay.

at first say what must work longer hours cos not enough people then now shop got ten people.

zzzzz. i miss the old wisma ):

oh and i cant help but compared this year to last year, lets compare the time period of june to december. OMG totally same. last year june was when i met him then we broke at end of dec.

this year is like aiyah idontwant say here, awkward. =.=

but ya lo like distant already, like not so close already, like drifting apart lo ~

ah cheh ~ 2010 was horrendous. I hope 2012 will be a better year. oh and check out my blog post before new year, it will be filled with photos and memories of 2011. :)

uhhh before i end this post, shall share a little blog post i found on a china blog ? is that blog i also dont know but can share so i share lo. Too bored .

我爱你，但不能说|佳子写的日记/日志/文章-生活日记网用日志记录点滴生活！ http://www.telnote.cn/rizhi/suigan/17/84765.html

2011-12-27T12:21:00.001+08:00

Suffering from serious flu and bad cough . So bad that I wanna die . Can't sleep at night so I woke up and read comics . LOL . Didn't want to disturb anyone in the middle of the night .

2011-12-24T09:49:00.001+08:00

GOOD MORNING :)
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE :)
AND I LOVE MY SHORTER HAIR ^^

2011-12-22T16:51:00.001+08:00

应该是我太敏感，是我想太多.

2011-12-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

wah what a tiring day man !
walked for seven hours non stop. legs damn tired !!
anyways, had fun lah. Shopping was great ! ^^
photos in facebook ! lazy upload here aye. LOL.
and sharon is in my house now too .
keke, late night chatting again. first time telling a family member so many secrets.
the heart to heart talk was kinda awesome :D
hehe. she coming out every holidays *.*
AWESOMENESS.

still disappointed in you. idk what to say.

2011-12-20T12:06:00.001+08:00

谢谢你能体谅我的心，
希望你找到比我好的人。 :')

2011-12-18T08:58:00.001+08:00

METRO SIF WAS NOT BAD :D
lol had fun . Although some ang mohs are bad but overall it was not bad lah . Zunchen came down especially to help me donate , damn touched !! I mean how many friends will do that ?! And changhun donated ten bucks though he lazy come down . LOL . Before that had lunch with sinyee and we were lucky that the mrt we took could travel till raffles place . Wah recently the SMRT quite screw up . Keep having problems ! LOL . Then after everything , I had dinner with renjie and he was damn funny . He treat me yoshinoya :) this rich kid . LOL ~ then met sinyee again and we went to find frederick . He working at ion went to deesiao him . Haha damn funny also .

Keke. Going off to Malaysia now to reborn hair :) er will be quite flat and ugly at first but after one week jiu okay le :)
SEVEN MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS <3

2011-12-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

Erm so now somehow I'm back to yishun to work when I haven't even go parkway to work .LOL . Okayyyyy . Anw meeting SINYEE for lunch tmr and RENJIE for dinner tmr . So happy ^^ LOL . And Sunday I'm going Malaysia to reborn hair . :)And ya alot things to do on Sunday . LOL . Oh and tmr is the METRO SIF thingy . Wah damn sian . Come and donate money okayyyy . Pleaseeeeee it's quite paiseh if your box is empty . LOL ~

2011-12-16T14:37:00.001+08:00

Sigh :/ what would you do if a guy who looks okay, treats you well, don't mind how you look, like you for who you are and is interested in you . BUT you have someone in your heart already there's someone but your are not together yet . And that guy A says he is willing to wait although everyone told him its impossible . Warao . Irritating .

2011-12-15T18:33:00.000+08:00

你问我爱你值不值得，其实你应该知道，爱就是不问值得不值得。

okay my face is red nowwwww. cos of tennis training yesterday. sunburn :/
but it was quite fun nahh, playing and gym-ing.
three biaodi came my house today ^^ a twin and their brother. super cuteeee !

the two boys wearing specs are twins . the one in the middle is the bro ^^

TEN MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS :)

2011-12-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOOOOOOO went out with lessy today <3

quite entertaining aye !! haha at first went and deesiao renjie, he damn funny !!

then went to taka, heeren, h&m walk walk.

this is the couple watch we bought ! damn special plus nice :D

oh after that went cineleisure and saw patrineeeee dear <3. HAHA idk what she wanted to do lah.

i think she wanted to tap or scare us then she tripped and fall on us ;

LOL and sinyee's reaction was super funny !!

after that went to take photos with some muscular guys.

OMG TOTALLY HAWT HOT HAWT.

plus they damn open leh ! they put their hands around sinyee's waist and my shoulder.

and his chest muscles was on my body. wah seriously !!

DID YOU SEE THAT GUY'S EIGHT PACS ?!? [below]

LOL and those that stand beside me happened to be more muscular :p

okay so after that went ion walk walk then we went bugis to have high tea in a high class restaurant

wah the service damn bad !! not even high class lo !!

ate oreo cheesecake ( cant taste oreo ) and wedges .

THIS IS THE RESTAURANT !!!

haha and then went to bugis junction looking for xmas cards .

after that went to sharetea@bugis to deesiao people there.

haha and ended the day with camwhoring in the mrt :)

NICE SHOPPING WITH LESSY LOVE. <3

SPENT ABIT OF MONEY :P

2011-12-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

sigh :/ going parwkway parade to work .
LOL should be quite fun la since got huinee there :)
i need to faster find a day and go and reborn my hair man !
anyway cant help but notice that center parting is trending again !!
LOL , why uh?? anyway saw this on facebook, quite interesting aye ~

你可知道
當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼
而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她
女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.
她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，
她以為你不在乎她……
請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻
去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水.
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！
希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人
她們為你付出過，不求回報卻希望你們能夠讀懂，
能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

2011-12-11T17:29:00.001+08:00

Bringing my mum out after her surgery :')

2011-12-10T10:53:00.001+08:00

sigh :/ cant resist blogging . LOL. But really cant think of anything to write about ley.
hmmmm, why is it becoming more and more complicated?
like omg. whats this ?!? *confuse* D:

有些人我们明明知道是相爱的，也要去放弃，是因为知道没结局。

2011-12-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

presenting to you guys my newly created tumblr: florencelaii.tumblr.com

so i shall be neglecting my blog. Hmmm ~
no motivation to blog anymore. so yeah. bye ~ :/

2011-12-07T22:32:00.001+08:00

"What if i told you i was seven stories high, will you even reach for me? "

best photo of the week ^^
cope from sie sinyee . this was what her pig told her.
totally make me laughhhh !! LOL.

oh and i got myself a les . HAHAHAHHAHA YO ! <3

2011-12-07T14:08:00.001+08:00

Sugar and spice; because of all the lies ~

Let the photos talk about the bbq at sembawang NSteam chalet.

Mithunn being our fan ^^

with mummy !!! ~

hais, always doing retarded things ~

gingerbread man cookies by Shaffiqa :)

uhhhh ~ fed everyone with marshmallows 'cos mithunn ask me to spam it. I fed yeejin three marshmallows sial, everyone got two only leh! Dont know why he so happy smile at me also ~ oh and dumb me forgot to bring my shoebag home again. I put it on the table. Zhanhong is so going to kill me. LOl and cant help but find ziliang's thinking very funny. LOl, totally tricked him and he knew it all along but still want to fall into the trap, LOL. Shall witness him skills of jio-ing girls. uhhh oh ya having cold war with my father. Im super super super super super angry. Damn angry but i dont show it out . hais, irritating.

shall end this post with a super funny video about how irritating and annoying girls are. LOL somewhat true. uhhhhhhh, no wonder gays exist. Thats what Aravindh said too :)

xoxo <3

2011-12-06T19:00:00.001+08:00

Okay I have this totally amazing guy classmate who is so nice and nice an nice that I'm totally speechless !! Damn damn guilty. Totally! Super surprised!!
It's like we say meet 5pm then I told him I help me mum bathe first , not so early . He say okay then he told me he
Just board mrt, no need rush. Then he never text me to tell me anything after that . And I thought he haven't reach or what . Then like one hour plus later ARAVINDH called me and told me
Then I know. Omg !! Then I call him he say no worried he will wait for me. He is sad and emo over some issues but I never expect him to be so nice !! Ohmygod this silly boy ! So bought kinder bueno for him . And for JINGXIANG,Zhan hong and jiasheng .
My god , I will never forget this classmate man ! Totally proved that gentlemen still exist in Singapore ~

2011-12-06T14:29:00.001+08:00

LOL, found some old photos in the com. And thats like sec two ~
Wanna take a look? ^^
my niece is so cute and my niece likes to stick to me :D

I LIKE THIS FLOWER !! DAMN NAISE ^^

old collection :D

DEAR SANTA ;

2011-12-05T16:57:00.001+08:00

ITS TWENTY DAYS TO CHRISTMAS :D

uhhhh, I have a long list of christmas wishes. And dont you find that santa claus cute ^^

oh actually cup is not in my wishlist but i just broke my mug on the day i came back from Cambodia

and injured my thumb. There goes my mickey mouse ): oh it was a chritsmas present last year from jennifer.
uhhhh, so somehow I've got craving for japanese buffet D: totally hungry !!!

uhhhh, and i wanna hat . LOL but everytime i wanna buy, my mum will tell me I'm crazy if I wear cap out because shopping centre has no sun. But its so cute !! I mean i saw people wearing hats in shopping centres before, so it isn't exactly impossible (:

CUTE MAX ! :D

OHYA I WANT HOODY TOOOOOOOOO ^^

2011-12-05T11:09:00.001+08:00

GOODMORNINGPEOPLE! :D
I'm still in pyjamas.
This is what I wore to sleep last night ;

Hello readers ; <3

2011-12-04T12:18:00.001+08:00

Uhh nothing to blog about, so life's kinda boring after Cambodia ~ remember to look at the previous posts about Cambodia :)
Uploaded alot photos too !!

2011-12-04T07:42:00.001+08:00

Just wanna say ... 我想你了 ):First time more than one day cannot contact,Not used to it ehz. Faster book flight ticket and come back ley.

2011-12-02T17:30:00.001+08:00

HELLLOOOO !! im back in singapore :D The five days spent in cambodia was totally awesome . Had so much fun with my best friends and really dont feel like coming back home. Although Cambodia is a third world country, I really learnt a lot about Cambodia and its really heartbroken to see how much they suffered in the past due to wars and how they struggle to get by their daily lives today. What struck me the most was how those young children about 3 years old, they were barefooted and they walked under the sun following you keep bugging you to buy the postcards. They keep saying "one for one dollar" and they have puppy eyes ! The floor is really super duper hot and they never wear shoes. They just follow you from the exit of the tourist attractions and follow all the way to your bus. One girl asked me : " When are you coming back? " Wah i really dont know how to answer. When we went to the orphange, really saw how poor thing the kids were, their library is not even proper and everything is run down, and only a swing for them to play with. There are no traffic lights in Siem Reap and crossing the roads are super scary. Plus our tour guide was someone who went through war, so when he told us about his own personal experience he was very agitated and sad. He witnessed so many killings and lost both his parents, its a really sad thing. Although its a visit to a third world country, it really make me reflected on myself and admire those cambodians' courage to live on everyday bravely. Oh and during the last two days of the trip the hotel was super scary. LOL, so slept with the boys and their craziness is super duper funny. Really had loads of fun with my bestest friends in the bus, hotel rooms, etc. Their super funny singing really lighten the atmosphere. LOVE THEM <3

here are some photos, i lazy upload all 192 photos here. eh go my facebook for the whole album !

DAY ONE

SIEM REAP AIRPORT

.library of thr orphanage

orphans ):

hotel for the first two nights !

DAY TWO

the boys ~

victor chang ~

DAY THREE

fried insects for sale

cockroach

tour guide eating spider ~

royale palace

DAY FOUR

HAIS, WAR ~

the night scene

wearing victor's sunglasses, i look so much better than zhanhong who look like blind man . ~

There's not much photos for day five because we didnt go any places except for the airport. Cambodia might not be the ideal overseas destination, however, I enjoyed myself (:

group photos ~

2011-11-27T13:04:00.001+08:00

Worst morning ever. Cried for hours since 9am . It's 1pm already leh omgosh . Fuck my tears . Thank you caijing , thanks for the emotional support and people asking in twitter :')

2011-11-26T10:11:00.001+08:00

Decided to update my blog before I go out. Today should be last day of work in this month and in yishun, since i transferring to other outlets soon. Really will miss the people working there and the environment and how I will always see familiar faces coming over to buy bubble tea. ^^

The dark blue pig is Janice's and the light blue de pig is mine ! :D

Add caption

Bye shall go meet SIE SINYEE for lunch at yishun mac now !! ^^

2011-11-25T22:28:00.001+08:00

Ahhh got a feeling this post will be long. So many thoughts hidden in my heart but of course not writing all out. Some are senstitive you know. Going Cambodia in two days and im really excited & nervous. Looking forward to spending these 5 days with my friends. They are all so funny !! :D Furthermore, this Cambodia trip will determine whether to move forward or go backwards , yeah thats what i have in mind. Oh and i'm sad that i will miss my drama ): gonna catch it all when i return to Singapore. ^^

Anyway, really can't understand couples who broke up due to different religions. I mean if both really are in love, really really like each other, then ... because of such small reasons break up, isn't that a loss? Just saying lah , just my own personal comments, just my thought, no offence ? (:

Urgh guess i'm really a bit disappointed. Maybe it was me who expected too much then hmmm ~

random photos (:

at zhanhong's house ^^

2011-11-23T12:08:00.001+08:00

(曖昧)

曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡
畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情　還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣
想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣　也開始懷疑
眼前的人　是不是同一個真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你　寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗　停在這裡

2011-11-23T11:34:00.001+08:00

Misunderstanding people is such a big thing that can ruin relationships with others. Conflicts, fights, quarrels are small little things in life that can't be avoided. But because of these misunderstandings, it can hurt and spoil the friendship of two but it can also let these two souls be more bonded . Either way, i made a little promise to myself, to step back and think properly if i get into conflicts next time, and do not jump into conclusions quickly.

When the two poles met ...

2011-11-21T06:02:00.001+08:00

Idontknowwhy , but last night's call was nice . Like cleared everything up and not as messy as before . More trueful to myself and get to know my own feelings better . Was damn shocked when said 越陷越深 , Cos that's exactly what I wanted to say. Xiexieni , you'll always be my best smsbud/friend :) eh haha as for whether to move in front or backward , the brake will help to decide everything :)

There's always this one person who will made a huge impact in your life ~

2011-11-20T14:04:00.001+08:00

2012 is coming to an end soon. And the day I have ever looking forward to is none other than Christmas. Always found Christmas a meaningful and sweet festival. It's a day where people give and receive presents with love. And I simply love it when I try to Guess the presents in it. Shall make a list of people to buy presents for and start buying. One more month to Christmas :)) 2012 is coming to an end and I think I should spend more time with my family. YEAHH suddenly so caring like so not me hor. LOL. I can't wait to go puangkor with my relatives . 32 family members and 6 children~ Showering is really a nice place to think and reflect and for me to learn things . It's always when I shower I realized my mistakes and decide to change. Haha. Weird right? I know. ;)HAPPY 20.11.2011 <3

2011-11-20T00:18:00.001+08:00

Shall update my blog before I sleep :)
Went to work today . Today is one of the many times where I was super quiet at work bah? Haha ! Baoyu was telling us about her new lover who is really a super super sweet guy !! LOL .
Urgh , did quite a lot of mistakes today too . Somehow being cashier for two hours make me missed the times I worked as cashier at wisma . Haha . Body aching all over . Hais I'm only 17 not 70 . Shall go sleep now . If I can fall asleep :)

好乱好乱好乱 ...

orange,lime,apple and the other small little things in life

2011-11-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

because when you looked back ;
you'll realise everything changed ~

sigh :/ didnt know i was so toot in the past.
saw some photos and wow its me !!

LOL thats primary six. and haha thats center parting aye ^^

guess this is the only sec 1 photo i left . I misses this uniform loadss .

ahhhhhh . Look at how mature I've became. But these were the small little things in my life that make me who i am today, isnt it? Anyway will be leaving to Cambodia for overseas trip on 28th november !

ahhhhh so excited. It'll be fun :D

2011-11-16T22:17:00.001+08:00

选男人什么都不重要，最重要的是他疼你，这就够了-小S

Have you experienced yourself
Living in denial?
You just don't want to accept the fact and don't want to know the truth.
It's just crazy la this kind of mixed emotions.

Ohya had girls outing today and it was damn fun la. Like a bunch of crazy girls . LOL . And drank vodka plus orange juice for the first time . The vodka had totally no effect on me :0 but it's totally cool la the taste. Very orange. LOL.
Nice :) oh and the food was alot. Damn full !!!! 12 more days to Cambodia!!!

2011-11-15T22:14:00.001+08:00

ISN'T EEYORE CUTE ?!
SO ADORABLE !!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

JUST SOME CRAP HERE & THERE

2011-11-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I miss the zoo. It's like been so long since I went to zoo and take photos with many animals. I doubt there's zoo in Cambodia. Okay I miss pillow fights. Like a bunch of crazy kids throwing pillows at one another. Kinda childish, but it's like fantastic! Awwww. Oh and I just can't help but got cravings for marshmallow. Isn't that childhood food!! Oh, and I miss those childhood biscuits that we munch on when we were young. Somehow, I miss learning journeys and trips school brought us to which we will never fail to complain how it wastes time to go to these kind of places.

Okay before I die I wanna travel in a train. I never take the train before!! That's quite sad.
Anyway my hair keep falling and I'm really getting irritated by it. One day I'm going to cut short hair. Those cool cool type somemore :D

Shopping date with gekhwee, aiai next Tuesday :) HAPPY! Kbox !!

Oh and out of the three presents you gave me, the little handbag, sweets and card, I think I like the card most. It's the card which made me smiled. Because its rare a guy friend will write a card. Normally guys won't care unless is graduation day yo. So thanks aye. :)

Okay I shall start saving one buck everyday and go to my dream country. SWITZERLAND. Haha I hope I won't break my piggy bank before I go Switzerland. Hehe.

Scribbled by laihuimin <3

2011-11-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

LEARN TO CHERISH PEOPLE AROUND YOU;
BECAUSE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW, ONE DAY THEY MIGHT BE GONE ~
Friend's grandfather passed away and it just let me think of my own grandparents.
i could never communicate with them due to language barriers.
that was always something i regret.
No matter how i learn, i cant learn hokkien or fujian or kejia or guangdong.
i seriously dont know why. :/
Maternal grandmother kept falling sick these days,
she's 80+ years old already!!
compared these photos and realised she grew older.

This photo was taken at 2010,
i was sec 4 then. hehe :x

This photo was taken this year, 2011.
Look how much older she looked.
eh actually i looked more mature.
heeheee ^^ but my brother looked fat la.
kao, he's now taller and became damn skinny eh.
hais, puberty can change any person.
boo :/

< this is my grandmother :D
    she look like this this year,
    hmmm but next year?
    she always hold my hands and tell me to eat well.


oh my maternal grandfather was dead years ago.
he look damn pale also.
heard he doted my mum alot last time.
well, my paternal grandmother died two weeks after my brother was born.
surprisingly, i can still remember her face.
heard she treated my mum damn badly when my mum was pregnant with me.
and she smokes.
erm my paternal grandfather damn cute one!
he everytime come my house will buy those super creamy cakes.
plus he always wear those super shiny polished black shoes.
and he say he go dye hair but he only got few strands of hair.
damn cute right. and he always call me lorence.
thats bad, my name is florence.
and he always think im in sec2 .
:/ cute grandpa. but i also cant communicate with him luh.
hmm come to think of it, he very long never come our house le leh.

wonder how it'll be like when i grow old . :)

dedication to those who made my 17th b'day memorable (':

2011-11-13T22:34:00.001+08:00

i really wanna say thank you to those who celebrated my birthday for me .
xiexie ; thanks for the presents and cakes and laughter and smiles .

glow in the dark nail polish by the clique :D

thanks for running down all the way from illuma to bugis junction to buy the cake
and run back to us, lying to us that your go toilet. LOL
really appreciate it (:

thanks to janice, zhanhong, victor and jingxiang for the sakura dinner buffet :)
thanks to zhan hong for the treat aye !
and thank you to janice for the super touching letter and the super cute iphone cover ;

all thanks to the three gayboys for the swensens treat :)

thankyou for the present (above) and the iphone case .
i really like the bear thingy , its cute ^^

thankyou weiting, yijun, nicholas, nicklaus, kenny, shermaine, yuhong, zunchen (:

the necklace is really nice! Thank you , meet up soon again !!

oh and thanks to charissa for the cat necklace and earring ,
(didnt get to take photo)
the cst is super cute.

and and thanks for all the birthday wishes.
especially those who sent me at 12 on the dot and all are long long texts.
thankyousomuch ; very touched :)
really, thanks for remembering.
oh and thanks to those who gave me food treat.
this month gonna grow fatter you know !

hmmm , meanwhile still got one present havent gotten yet,
making me super curious !!
but i will know tmr ^^

okay, shall look forward to my 18th birthday.
oh, and i'm finally 17 !!
*smiles*

2011-11-05T17:57:00.001+08:00

Sigh :/ this birthday gonna be the worst ever .
I thought my 16's birthday will be the worst .
But suddenly realized 17th birthday won't really be great either .
It seems like another normal slacking day in school ?
Awwww , twin cousin's first year birthday tmr .
Not going cos gonna celebrate emalia's birthday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMALIA <3
Love you ! Last long aye :)
Remember that you told me you dislike how indecisive I was ?
Well I'm still indecisive and I guess that will never change ;D

2011-11-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

COOKIES AND CREAM ;

So life has been quite a routine and there's nothing really interesting these days.

except that mood swing these few days were quite urm annoying ?

apologies to those innocent victims .

so not looking forward to birthday .

this year's birthday like abit no mood aye .

awwwww :/

oh and need take three jabs on my birthday due to cambodia trip.

like a suay aye !

its okay , i love injections :)

FLORENCE;GEKHWEE;BAOYU

FIRST TIME WORKING WITHOUT LONG PANTS

SHALL BLOG SOON,

XOXO : FLORENCE <3

2011-10-31T14:45:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really wish i can ignore you forever . You just can't feel my sarcasm . Really . Why should I care anyway . It's nothing to do with me what , right ? It's also not my problem mah hor ? Mmmm yes shouldn't feel anything about it . Yes that's the way .

Abit like talking to myself hor ?
Who cares, its my blog .

IM BACK ~

2011-10-31T12:55:00.001+08:00

IM BACK IN SINGAPORE AT 3am .
Drove around 8 hours .
We set out at 6.30 after a curry feast .
LOL Had fish,chicken,sotong curry .
NICE :D stopped thrice at the highway
And couldn't really sleep in car .
It was a nice experience though .
Idk but I really kinda enjoyed the long car rides .

Saw my grandmother .
She became so frail, so weak .
She cannot urine cos her heart don't have enough energy to let her urine .
Thus her leg and stomach inside have alot of water .
She want to sleep but can't lie on bed too long or her back will hurt .
She held onto my hand and talked to me .
Before we left , she held on to our hand again .
Could feel her veins .
She's super super thin .
She don't eat meat , fish , etc ~
Awww ):
Heartache ~~

GREETINGS FROM TAIPING

2011-10-30T12:58:00.001+08:00

And here I am in perak, taiping .
We set out from Johor at 9.30pm after dinner .
Stopped twice at 11 and at 3.40am .
Need go down walk walk if not my leg will break .
Super shag but can't sleep properly .
Kudos to my dad who drove all the way from home to here after a whole day of work , and he didn't yawn at all!
Smoking helped him to keep awake .
And after seven hours , tada , we reached at 4.30 .
It's impossible to be so fast during cny.
There's so few cars on the road !
LOL . Shall blog soon :)
I'll be back !

我很怕,真的很怕.

2011-10-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

Now i know why i blog .

because its somewhere i can rant about

because its somewhere who will let me pour out everything

unlike talking to people, who might not even show concern.

Grandma's condition deteriorated.

now she has alot of illness together . flu, cough, heart,leg, eyes , etc.

Her heart is weak , which is quite serious .

heartbeat has became very slow and her eyes cant see properly.

everything she sees now is very blur .

she said to my aunt that she have left everything to Jesus.

and Jesus told her that she can leave anytime with him.

So most probably i'm going back with my family to see my grandmother.

Not confirm yet . cos it takes about 10 hours of driving time

and everybody just reached home from work and didn't had enough rest .

its such a long way home and it needs alot of rest.

im all ready to go, charging my phone and downloading many games so i can play.

im really scared .

the only few times i see my mum cry which is due to family issues.

i see my mum cry and my heartache.

then i also feel like crying. :/

doctor say that best all her children and grandchildren go back,

so that she can be happy.

She dont want go into hospital unless got one family member accompany her 24/7.

so i guess it'll be my mum , others all working aye.

Now another problem is dont know whether to let her go into hospital anot ,

cos she's 80 plus alr , scared she cant bear the pain.

Hope everything will be alright .

God, dont take her away .

Yes , i may not be close to her because of language barriers.

But she's still my cute grandmother.

i want my chinese new year 2012 to be full of laughter and happiness.

please.

2011-10-27T13:12:00.001+08:00

It's okay if you don't appreciate me , because someone else will .
I'm not gonna waste time on you anymore , i'll rather use the time on someone else who will appreciate me more . - by teenquotes

2011-10-27T12:09:00.001+08:00

还是很乱。
混乱！
非常乱。
算了，不要再管了。
累了，让事情过去吧。
不想再想了。

因为好奇 ...

2011-10-26T15:55:00.001+08:00

Aren't you curious how everyone around you will be like in five years' time ? HAHA . Five years will pass by very fast . 5 years ago I was an innocent sec one kid , now I've changed so much . After five years , I'll be 22 years old , the guys will be out of NS already and wow , won't it be interesting if there's a gathering ? I hope I won't forget my secondary and jc friends like how I forgets about my primary school friends . Hmmm fate ~

SIAN

2011-10-25T18:36:00.001+08:00

ANNYEONG :D

It's been long since I updated my blog!
Well, had been super busy with project work . :/ urgh .
Anyway idk what to update luh , serious . I can't think of anything ~
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww )):

Okay shall end here , bye .
Need inspiration for new posts .

BEAUTY OF DANCE

2011-10-15T17:45:00.000+08:00

<<<< when we practiced flexibility in dance studio

saw emalia that day before watching real steel with classmates

and suddenly i realised how much i missed dancing .

dance has changed me to be a more disciplined girl.

Dance was something i was introduced to since 4 years old.

i was learning ballet at some community center,

totally forgot what i learnt .

stopped dancing ballet when i was 5, cos the teacher kinda screwed up .

then started learning chinese dance when i was 7 at Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts.

since then, i was exposed to chinese dance .

my primary school cca was also chinese dance,

when i was P1 , my school/s dance instructor was the teacher who taught me at the community center.

then she was fired, and a new instructor came .

who happened to be my dance intructor in NAFA too .

since P1, i went on stage for many performances

although its scary , its quite fun eh !

then when i was 13, in secondary school , again i chose chinese dance as my CCA .

that time , dance has been an important part of my life .

there were performances annually at NAFA and dance exams to stress about .

flexibility was something i had to practiced on everytime, including the dance steps for exams.

my dance year when i was 15 was especially memorable .

went for a dance competition representing NAFA , and we got champion .

beating those groups from SCGS, and other dance schools.

then my school's SYF also clinched gold with honours.

i was the president of the dance club in my school

and it was my last dance exam in NAFA.

completed the course for Beijing Dance Academy.

quite an achievement aye. (:

and now , few more weeks to my 17th birthday,

i realised i have not been dancing for long.

i really missed dance alot alot alot.

dance was something i had never regretted in my life.

It has enriched my heart,body,mind and soul .

once a dancer,

always a dancer <3

该怎么办

2011-10-11T17:49:00.001+08:00

Super tired . Shag ttm .
School is back to being boring ~
>< hope one will fly faster .
Faster faster .
Having super bad cramps .
Super bad super bad .
Don't even feel like moving .
Plus think I gonna get sick soon again .
So I'm gonna drink lots of water .
I dont want to be sick again ,
And this time even if I'm gonna be sick again,
I will not go to the doctor's .

2011-10-09T14:54:00.001+08:00

Tch ytd night felt asleep at 7am , woke up at 11am and went for a run . Thank you I had Janice to talk to if not if everything I keep in my heart and don't say , I'll think I go crazy . Woah so she experienced what I'm experiencing now , and she also went for a run to clear her thoughts . Oh wow why are we so alike . Heees (:
The only difference is what the 对方 did is different .
Don't care already . I hate you .

Anyway my Australian aunt and uncle just came , they'll be flying off to Vietnam, England , china for the following few months . Uncle Kelvin asked me help him buy Cambodia dictionary cos uncle david's maid is from Cambodia and they can't communicate . Haha .
Bon voyage aunt and uncle :D
Have fun and I was given an assignment by them .
I'm supposed to think of games and activities to do for thirty plus adults and six children . Ohmygosh .

Anw watching my princess now and is totally nice . :))

2011-10-09T04:29:00.001+08:00

我们都是没有安全感的人，
从事自己知道有些无理取闹。
但就是想要证明自己的重要性。 -小屋

HAPPY FAN-GURLING

2011-10-08T15:54:00.001+08:00

Annyeong (:
Just watched finish heartstrings (:
Super nice show !
Yonghwa super super cute
Cute cute cute :DD
He's so coooooool !

End of promos ...

2011-10-06T20:33:00.001+08:00

Ended work :)
Went To sharetea to work to distress .
Had loads of fun , they are a bunch of funny people .
Laugh until my stomach pain .
HAHA . really had fun .
Though earn forty bucks only ~
An interesting day :)

Fml , why I see you in yishun .
Its actually nevermind .
But my heartbeat was super fast .
Super super fast .
I was damn scared . Urghhh .
Why like that ????
Why why why why why !!
Then now in bus , a bit affected .
Why the shit am I affected ??
Lucky he didn't saw me , I guess ~~
this is not good ):
Don't ever wanna see you again .

These few days have been thinking a lot .
Maybe Saturday will be the last time .
Shouldn't be like this .
Shouldn't ...
Hais .

LIKEATOOTOOTTOOT (:

2011-10-01T18:04:00.001+08:00

Three more days to end of promos ~
it's really urgh .
LOL . especially when you gets no motivation but you know you have to study :|
kinda irritating uh ?
Yeah da ge , you were right .
Shouldn't have gone jc
should have listened to you !
HAHA . but what's the point of regretting now right ?
Maybe that was fate that I listened to you everything except for this .
LOL . everybody like kinda scared of retaining now .
thats how schools torture us .
That's so mean :|
okay why am I posting this when I should be mugging on econs and maths !
Ewwww , sometimes how I wish time
Could just stop there and let us enjoy the one minute of freezed time .
It's kinda dumb ya , okay maybe I'm weird . Tada . That's me (:
I really admire people who can sit there for hours not moving and really studying . Attention Span is super good . Hah . Mine is like _______
I shall not say it to demoralize myself
Hehe . Come on , back to econs ?
There's a whole list of things waiting for me to do after promos . That's the reason why I can't wait for promos to be over . Not cos I wanna get my results back .
Oh pleaseeeeee ~

XIAOXIAO DE YUAN WANG ~

2011-09-27T15:28:00.001+08:00

PROMOS D:

Yesterday was start of promos .
Gp paper one was okay .
Chose a question on how modern technology eased the lives of people .
Paper two was relatively harder :/
Chemistry paper is two days away
And that is a paper that must pass :|
meeting teacher for consultation tmr
Hope it'll be a productive day .
Physics on Friday and haha semi-given up on physics .
More confidence on econs and maths .
End of promos next tuesday !
So looking forward to it !!
Hope time flies faster :)

Sharetea is opening at nex ^^
and came to know that another of my weird photo is there .
OHMO .

Keke shall blog again when I'm free ~

2011-09-20T18:02:00.001+08:00

VANILLA CREAM

Oh yea ~
Finally got a C for maths .
It's not something to be proud of
But I'm happy cos I thought I will fail it badly .
And you know what !?
It's like six more days to promos .
And I'm super duper scared .
Chatted with yinhang this morning
And she told me about how she got U for Chem and it was moderated to E .
But half of her class retain and the class was disband .
AWWW . I don't wanna my class to disband . ):
Oh and told her about that sucker by the name of Erwin lum .
He's a slut . Serious !
Jerk max ! Si stalker .
I hope you see this and know I'm scolding you .
Oh actually I don't think I want you to see this . It means you know my blog .
Anywaysss . Good luck to those J2s seniors having their A levels like real soon ! Score well aye (:
Ohh and I think I should get more sleep , my eyebags are big and it's kinda fugly .
And have been getting headaches and it's not really good .
I need to sleep , serious .

WHEN THE SKIES TURN GREY ;

Tired ~

2011-09-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

好累哦～
Jc 真的不是给正常人读的。

2011-09-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

Had a great talking session with class clique today at Mac :)
It was super hilarious and really loads of craps .
It's like wow , so long never sit down and talk for so long with them le .
Shall do this again after promos .
They were talking about chalet, outings , and lots of buffet sessions after promos alr . LOL .
Funny peeps ^^

2011-09-15T00:16:00.001+08:00

HELLO ZHAN HONG :D

This post is specially dedicated to you.
LOL , thanks for always coming to read what I post and find that my blog is interesting .
Although I dont think its interesting ~
at least I know there's at least one person reading what I'm writing .

The end ~

2011-09-10T18:07:00.001+08:00

因为找不到相信你的理由
也找不到让我想信你的证据。

2011-09-09T20:52:00.001+08:00

Seeing my friends being unhappy in relationships or sad or always arguing ,
That's the reason why I don't want get into relationships .
Partly because I'm scared , and also I have no confidence .
Anyways I told lots of people I won't get into relationships in jc . LOL

Life's boring . Currently my life is like a routine . Study and study .
Physics is killing me . So is chemistry .
I'm never a science person ya ?

2011-09-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

ITS THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY :D
but of course there's no holiday for me .
its like less than one more month to promos .
there are like tons of homework/revision for me to chiong .
tiring sial ! No matter how much sleep i got , its like never enough .
hais . damn sians x10000000000 ..

eh da ge , i know somehow you'll see this .
one day when you take leave on a weekday ,
text me kayyy ? lets have a meal together (:
since you leave so near to my school !
i got alottttt to talk about !!
oh , and hope your new house is niceeeeeeeeee ~~
shall got there ton one day and ask you help me wash clothes .
PAISEH UH :D

是真的还是在玩我?

2011-09-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

是你不相信我，还是对我没有信心。
是认为你不够好，还是认为我会变心？
有时你给我的感觉是你自己也不了解你自己的心
我的心房里已有人了，怎么能再容下外人呢？
是我太敏感，还是你不够敏感呢？
有时你给我的感觉就像你在质疑你到底相信对的人吗？
女孩是需要哄的。
我跟前两个不一样。你知道的。
以前是以前。现在是现在。
因为人不一样了，所以不能用以前的方法了，懂吗？
因为不懂得怎么告诉你这些，而且知道你一定会看到这些
所以才写的。

2011-08-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

Due to someone's demand , i am updating blog now .
Im studying for tar's physics test on gravitational field and motion in a circle
And there's this pig who insist that I update my blog about him .
Actually I have nothing to write about you .
Urm thanks for treating me so good ,
Can feel it though everytime I complain u're a bad guy .
Teehee ^^ and er thanks for everything ??
And er you are a super annoying pig .
And er stop daydreaming and staring at people .
Worse thing is u stare at both boys and girls.
Weirdo ~ urm I seriously dk what to write .
When I think of something to write then I tell you Kay ?

爱情就像摩天轮，总有一个属于你的。

2011-08-29T06:00:00.000+08:00

its 6am and I'm wide awake .
Seriously nothing to post already .
Wrote too much things for the last few posts .

"missing someone is a horrible feeling .
But knowing that they don't miss back is so much worse."
"who cares about what anyone thinks ,
If you're happy then go for it."
"if you're missing me, it makes my day by knowing it .
A simple text or call to tell me u miss me will go a long way"
"sometimes it's nit the person that u miss ,
It's the feelings and moments u had when u were with them."

These interesting quotes found on twitter at this time (:
Shall blog soon :D

2011-08-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

Midnight steamboat was NICE :D
But it's a pity that most of us were damn tired .
17 people went , we took up five long tables (:

Met up with gekhwee at yishun and we went bugis tgt .
Saw biyu and her boyfriend doing closing at sharetea@bugis .
Then went to the steamboat place with Jennifer and binghong .
Went to mrt to fetch those workmates who worked at yishun,
Then we waited for those working at wisma and parkway to arrive .
The food was alright , just that it's damn late at night already .
Helped gekhwee with her bf's problem .
Hais . Then after some talk with them , it was 2 plus !
Cab home with kai shuien , liyen and gekhwee .
By the time I reached home it was 3.30 am .
Slept at 4am without bathing .
Hehe ~

THANKS XUHANG AND HUINEE FOR THE TREAT :)

2011-08-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

At jurong cc now . Waiting for training to Start.
Hais . Somehow a bit disappointed .
Idk why . Maybe cos u told me you will quit .
You told me to give you two weeks .
But it's four days only .
It's hard but it's what you promised me .
Shouldn't have set my hopes so high on you .
Some how ... Really a bit disappointed ~

2011-08-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

Holidays are ahead :D
Yayes :)) okay target for thus holiday is to watch a movie .
Haha ! Hmmm tmr is gonna be a super busy day .
Meeting a pig tmr then go training then shall go to a midnight steamboat ~
:D Yayes ^^ long time never see those workmates le !
Reunion supper :)

不要再想那么多了 :)

好乱

2011-08-26T19:03:00.002+08:00

你这个大坏蛋！干嘛把我弄得那么乱。
我真的不知道该怎么办！

AIAI asked me why I want to avoid ?
Why ?? I also dont know .
So , shall listen to her .
Dont come out with anymore weird ideas .
Cos it's useless .
If its meant to be , so be it .
Like that I can predict the things that gonna happen next le .
Dang . Shall face reality .
就是这种时候，好希望大哥能给我一些帮忙。

A LONG WEEK

2011-08-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

HEELOS :D doesn't time flies? Its thursday again.
another week coming to the end. So looking forward to the weekend.
Well, its been a tiring week, packed with project work to chiong :(
anyways, pimples have been popping out and my forehead looks ugly siol ~
court training again tomorrow , yayes ^^
I WANNA EAT HERSHEY'S CHOCOLATE COOKIE AND CREAM D:
SOMEONE BUY FOR ME D:
its like damn nice lah !
got cravings for sushi, laksa, nasi lemak, steamboat .
OHNO, i'll get fat this way.
shall start to learn how to control myself.
okay shall end here , go and continue with my homework ):

2011-08-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

annyeong :D its the weekend again (:
like so sian only , need to study !
when's november holidays ?

im becoming more and more sexist . LOL
saw a tweet saying what shuld girls depend on guys ,
oe else whats the use of chocolates .
LOL .
nah , im crazy. (Y)
LOL , im so not going to get into relationship,
我怕了,再也不敢了.
因为我很怕再受到伤害了.
已找不到理由再进入这种东西了
除非/直到有人能够让我再相信爱情.

oh and its patrine dear dear de birthday tmr .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR !
I LOVE YOU , MUACKS <3

2011-08-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

MY SEXAYYE LIPS !

TEEHEE ^^ WHEN I WAS ABIT MORE CHUBBY !

FOUND AN INTERESTING QUOTE ONLINE TO END THIS POST :D ENJOY
We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.
- by Tom Robbins

2011-08-04T20:32:00.001+08:00

confused . Really confused .
Idontknow . Talked to aiai about it, she said its normal to be confused now . That was what she experienced with dickson last time . But i really dont know what we are . I mean like everything to me is question mark . How i wish there was a clear answer . Really hope chang jun jie will come pjc next year . He could see i not really feeling good . I hide it , but somehow there were holes . Sometimes , i just want to avoid you , but i failed lah , obviously . I hate you for making me so confused . Ahhhhhgh . :/

2011-07-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

why oh why ?!
Why cant i seem to forget ?
Why does it keep haunting me ?

2011-07-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

teehee , hi people , taking a break from doing maths tutorial . Didnt go school today :)
Went to see doctor . And doctor said i got viral infection . It cant be cure and its up to my own body immune system . Hais , then it takes one week to 100 days to recover . Its known as hundred day cough . Urm wth right ?
Im gonna sleep likeapig today .
And you know what ?
I dont miss school at all .

2011-07-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

just finished reading a book on how a girl was abused and raped by his dad when she was young ~ a nice book but abit disgusted . Full of details on how she was raped and molested . But its supposed to be inspirational , as this girls survived against the odds .

Eight more weeks to promos !
Jiayous (:

2011-07-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

this photo taken three years ago ,
changed alot hoh !

2011-07-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

random .

2011-07-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAHA found this primary one photo ^^